A Shrug, Like Atlas

Beatrice Nirmala

In the beginning there was more colour than words.

Magic and marvel weaved their way through grubby scribbles from childish hands

 

As the years went by and simple marvel diminished

Words grew stronger

Eloquence enhanced

The mastery of diction set in

As sophistication swelled,

Pages gleamed like burnished lamps

And readers basked in their radiance

 

In ecstasy the words began to race....the pages of my book were filling faster, faster

My story emboldened...the colours were vivid... my pen, magnificent.

I felt unstoppable.

 

Alas I made mistakes

The ink got splashed

Some stories got splotched

Some characters killed

Some pages torn

 

But the powerful beat of my life, my story,

It pushed on ...

Pages had to be turned,

words had to be created,

the story had to be told and...

...the book kept getting filled

The chapters sometimes erratic,

But always unpredictable.

 

Sometimes I wonder if the chapters flowed ?

Did it all make sense ?

Were all characters fleshed out well?

Was there coherence in the flow of my story ?

Did the plot excite the audience ?

Did I create a masterpiece or is my story going to be a failure ?

I look down on ink stains, weary hands, the worn out pen..

 

And it struck me.

The book of my life..

Did I write it?

Or does it write me?

 

And I Shrug. Like Atlas.


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